I was just outside sitting in the grass infront of my apartment painting my fingernails while Pricilla was running around outside getting some fresh air before I have to go to work. It is so hot outside today that I thought man a beer sounds really good right now, so I went and bought one. It is as delicious as I thought it would be! I'd have to say when it comes to alcohol, I'd take beer any day over hard alcohol. I guess I get that from my dad ;) Since I moved away to college, every time I come home for a visit, he offers me a beer and we sit down and talk and hang out. It's our little form of bonding, just like with my mom we drink coffee on the front porch every morning.
On a different note, I just got off the phone with my wonderful friend Lacy. We have been best friends since age 5 when I moved across the street from her, and her and her mom came over and introduced themselves. When she moved to Seattle to go to Udub, and I moved away to EWU, we drifted apart more than we thought we would, but nothing could sever our life long ties. She knows exactly my train of thought and how to make me feel better. It freaks me out sometimes how well she knows me. I was talking to her about my boyfriend Kris because on September 5, it will be our 4 year anniversary. I don't know how I went off on a tangent with her, but I think it started when I told her that for our anniversary, Kris and I are going to go to my families cabin in Montana for 3 days for a little get away just us two. Since I told her this, before I could stop myself, I started telling her how since it's been 4 years, I cannot stop my mind from thinking about how badly I want to marry Kris. I have a gut feeling that we will one day get married. I mean he is my person and I know that I am his person. We are meant to be together, and we have always had the plan to wait until we were done with school before we get married, but since it has been 4 years, I am having a hard time keeping my mind under control. I mean that I am so excited for our future that it is hard to be patient. Everyone close to me has told me that in 2 years when both of us are done with school, we will get married, but it is hard to be patient. I'm so excited that my mind gets carried away and it is hard to be patient. Being patient is a battle I am constantly fighting, but good things come to those who wait, so I need to tell myself that all the time, every day.
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